難搞的人

果然

我是難搞的人

一點也不意外

那是與你的對話, 還是對自己的提醒
我還是任性地述說我的莽撞
而怯懦地逃避
在對話與  不想對話之間遊走
等待

等待另一新奇燃起心中的火

而遺忘你


認識了就好,  圈下句點後反反覆覆思索他的字句
想  絕對留下的是誤會
忍住一日
回頭再一字一句咀嚼

十分意外五分山

其實原本是沒有預計那天要上五分山的,
原本只是去十分踩線的, 去十分寮的原因也只是因前一回去, 好多人在那站下車,
那天預計只需找到登山口就好, 沒料到, 一到站,給人山人海遊客嚇到, 先不踩線了, 

照部落客的說法先去找沒有標示的登山口, 先走了1.5km 產業道路中間還有工地,
以為找不到了, 欣見一阿伯, 趕緊問他是不是去五分山, 再問登山口在哪?
指著一條窄窄悠悠小徑, 近在眼前, 既然開口問人, 只好假裝來登山,


這一走, 走了3KM (不含前面1.5km 產業道路) 上山的路到涼亭, 到山上涼亭處風景真的不錯,
自己已經滿意, 而不想往前,
沒料到前一批登山團體散去後, 阿北 幽幽又來到我附近告訴我應要到氣象球
我向他說我等下要回去,  他很堅持, 還說我帶你去, 好吧,
而且他已經走去過到了, 才回來的, 我豈能辜負一番心意

重點是我也無法婉拒, 畢竟我台語表達根本不算能力, 跟著阿北 來到3腳點
也是值得的.

原先就是為了山頂稜線 這相片而來

inter- act

I spent the two hours sitting in the seminar last night for trying to be a little bit understanding what I am facing.Normally, what will be the solution for a co-worker only to the patient, pushing the patient away, getting rid of the patient … I do not know.

In this seminar group, some are family to patients, even patient herself, then my case seem not to be the worst scenario – that all I need to face is the working 9 hours.

It is a helpful session.

I learned that this sickness is permanent.

This sickness can not be cured 100%.

And then every time the illness triggered, there will be damages to patient’s brain, which means patient loses his/her intelligence some.

Through some of the questions from the group, can understand the family members feel helpless for coping with their patient; they doubt if obeying the patient’s requests is the better solution or to restrict against his/her wills.

Guilty for not giving her a chance, giving her up; but keeping her, there is unable to build any trust, no responsibility to rely on, how can that last?  We are no charity.

I am glad that I am healthy.